Oh my gosh. Today was sorta bad. I mean, firstly, I totally SCREWED up my chemistry test. Oh and the thing is that it's not that I didn't know how to do it. I just like blanked out (is this what I get for studying so freaking hard for it?) SHEEEESH. Seriously, sometimes I even wonder why I bother. I mean, studying isn't the most important yet it's drillled into my head EVERY single day when I go to school. It's like a crime to not be revising every second of my life. My mid-yrs are coming and well, basically everything sucks. I don't wanna fail my physics test! I'm getting it back tomorrow and I just hoped that I passed with some decent grade. But, however, it seems impossible considering that a lot of people had totally flung it. Great, something to boost my confidence for the MYEs. I think that's their main goal, to totally slam us and knock the air out of us JUST before the MYEs. It's only like totally demoralising me ... oh and making me just give up. Sometimes I feel like just quitting school and becoming some cashier at some unknown place. LP boosts me up though. Listening to him is makes me calm and think that maybe there's a chance of me finding something good out of this all. I need to go to FF for my fix. Yes, my fix that keeps me sane ... that and music. Oh and I seriously can't wait for AI!!! The results show is gonna be SPECTACULAR! Like omg. The trailer always makes my heart skip a beat ... EVERYTIME and let me tell you, I keep seeing it everywhere. It gives me jitters ... gosh, it's gonna be great. I can feel it. Woah ... I think I might be left in tears at the end of it ... let's just hope its not a disappointment (well, how in the freaking world could it be, right?) I watched the Tyra Banks Show just now. Oh and OH MY GOD people called Tyra FAT. Just 'cos these critics are losing their appeal doesn't mean that they make a comeback on something DUMB. Tyra and fat don't go one bit. Sheeesh, what's wrong with these people. Oh and yes, being fat is not big deal. I feel that in Singapore weight is like a really huge thing. Majority people here are like thin, fit and small. Then there are the ones like me ... huge and curvy but I must admit, I'm not that unfit. I mean, I have my share of exercises, okay. Anyways, it's just quite annoying. Oh and in schools they single out people just for being fat and make them do extra exercises. Do they realise that it's only making them feel embarrassed and weird ... then what do they do? They starve themselves just to get that so called 'ideal' image. Besides, it's not 'cool' anymore ... so many people out there all look the same, thin and flat. Yes, that's the correct description. Well, you know what, I'm proud of being who I am. Screw you people who have a problem with that!

[P.S. I can't wait for Maroon5's new album to come out! That and spiderman 3(move and soundtrack)!! SP's new single is in it!!!]